Basic Needs

When you are sleepy, sleep
When you are thirsty, drink
When you are hungry, eat
When the time has come, you die.
It's that simple

So during the wake of my aunt last night, bunch of us realized our time has not come yet, when our stomach growled.
Not wanting to leave too long, we take a short walk in a rainy pavement, to find nearest chinese food stall.

We just had simple meal, fried rice - nasi goreng - the red one, fried noodle- mie goreng on its right, and nasi mawut - fried rice mixed with noodle - the white one.


Then I noticed a "Mo Tan Hai " in the menu.
We are familiar with Fu Yung Hai ( the scrambled egg with crab meat in red sauce) here.
But what is this Mo Tan Hai? so I ordered it.
It is fried egg, telur goreng mata sapi, with topping containing vegetable,meat, crab meat, and crab egg.


After attacked, not bad...it tastes..different.

Lost, the tv series

Lost

This is quite an old tv series. I remember when I happened to watch it, the next day I had to fly to China, and my heart beated hard during the trip until in landed safely in Sanghai.
With all this financial crisis, I think that I will have much less flying, thus it is probably a good time to watch it. So when a kind-hearted friend lent me, I said yes with no hesitation.

At first I think this is just a story of a plane crash and all the miserable things which happened to the survivor but it turned out to be much more.
Of course I will not write any summary, many people wrote it already.
But I can resist to write this down.
After I watched how Jack’s wife left him for another guy, even tough Jack is the only surgeon who was able to save her from getting paralyzed. Some thing in me clicked.
Betrayal !
And then John was left alone after being deceived to give up a kidney to his father which dumped him long time ago.
Another betrayal !
Not to mention that the Dharma thing in the Lost.
Namaste !

Something in me just clicked.
Just like in the Lost series, everybody has his own path.
It’s my path to watch it now.
See how I experienced the very same thing, betrayed by the person I saved.
Having he backstabbed me, without any precaution, of course…he was an old friend.
Even a dog will not bite the person who feed him.
How I have to suffer, my life changed, overcame the disappointment and of course the anger.

Watching some part of the story helped me a lot knowing how they deal with this.
How to put it all behind,
How to let go anger.
How to make peace with myself.
How to forgive.
How to trust people again.

When I help people now, it will be for me, myself, my karma…
Never expect any return, and always be careful for any damage that can be done.
But I can help ...again.

And then another old friend send me a Queen’s Concert DVD.
There is still goodness in this world..


… I hand my head and I advertise..
a soul for sale or rent…
Save me… I’m naked and I’m far from home…
- Save Me- Queen.

Love